breaking my heart into 100 billion pieces like borken glasses..

Today was mufti day.Nice.As usual I will dress up like a ....someone out of oridinary.Yeah those looks..lOl.Ami seem to not get use to it when she goes out shopping with me.But today I dunno why, maybe its the cause of PMSing..I got really pissed off at someone from my skool.Who...apprently HATES me...alrite O_O'' yeah giving me dirites nearly every time he sees me..alrite fucker get ur eyes off my legs thanks.Oh well I have gave him dirties back.Its all cool you monkey looking fuck. ^_^ I hate you too ^_^ Anywayz...yeah pretty sad day today...

after skool, went to Chatti with Kellie and met..FUCK FORGOT HIS NAME.and then went to Mando to smoke.While walking there, saw Kellie`s sister and she was like OH SHIT ITS MY SISTER WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE DOING HERE!?!? ahahaahahah..she was so funny when she said that..like freaked out to the max!haha..well we went to the bridge savely..without Kellie`s sister seeing her.And then after smoking went down..and I went to meet Maggie, Diana at wei gay..while kellie and FUCK FORGOT HIS NAME went to the bank~

When I arrived in Wei gay~ after a while order jor food.And then Phoebe,Van,Amy and someone-else-killara-girl came too.And then we were just like a bunch of bitches bitching about everyone that came to our head.ESP.pink mania O_O'' like woah pink this pink that..plz...fuck off yo ^_^ gay cunt hhahahha..and then after sitting there for a long time, we finally decided to leave and then Ami killara girl left and then other ppl left too..leaving me with maggi and diana..went up for another smoke.And then we all went home .. nice day...

I think Im sick..god damnit shudnt have drink that peach soda from Tomy on Tuesday?yeah..X_X *dies* I have work tomorrow from 11:00 to 3:00.And then on Sunday working at night. Seriously I dont want to work..BUT thinking about Noodle angel..its all cool ^_^ i hope he is working. Seeing hime will make me forget about ahemthat guy..Really still cant get over what happened today..really MUKATSUKU!!MAJI MUKATSUKU YO NE~~!! >___<

THe time is now 09:08 and the rain is pouring outside...i really like rainy days.I think that raining is a sign of a better day coming tomorrow.Always hoping that tomorrow will be nice weather.And raining makes everything so dull and sad and it always matches my mood when it rains...its getting really cold lately..I need to get my winter uniform soon.it looks really cool.I like it. Im really looking forward to the coming of winter.I have a feeling that there will be something that going to happen to me in winter..i dunno what.But it just seems like my life is stuffing up a bit lately..

Just remembered..this morning the whole of yr 10 was suspose to sign a note that says all the information about our skool cert is correct.And I couldnt find mine..so I asked the teacher why they dun have mine?and they say...well if you arrive this year, you wont get one.i was like O_O HA WTF!! and they thought that i only arrived to australia this year. i was like..nooo..i use to go to willoughyb girls .and the teacher keep saying i goes to burwood girls im like..no its willoughby girls and the teacher said...its ok i`ve been in burwood girls for 5 years i think i know..i was like yeah ok fine then u fucker..and then i was full worries that i wudnt get a skool cert.so i was like..NAH I DID YR 9 IN AUSTRALIA U FUCK! And then ,he told me to talk to mr. mc martin about it..im like..sure bitch.no shit im getting my skool cert for sure..thats the only reason that im stuck in skool now!! to get a bloody skool cert so i can get the fuck out of skool and go to tafe and do what i really want to do!!! geezz!!! And lets just hope that i do alrite in my skool cert.passing this exam will do a lot to me...hehe well if i work hard enough this yr i guess its ok ..the skool better give me a skool cert.damnit

ok..i think ive written enough today..just that i can spill all my feelings out.and what a big day i`ve had...

just trying to forget what you have done to hurt me like that...